Sweet Little sUgar Talker ([info]beyondbounds) wrote,
@ 2003-09-29 10:00:00
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i met the hottest guy through internet dating. his face is so beautiful, i could stare at him for hours. breathtaking. plus, he's got that look i'm into. i get excited just thinking about him.

the problem is that he's not affectionate. we've seen each other three times, each ending with a great blowjob and a big swallow. he has never taken my clothes off, and only once did he pull my tits out of my bra to play.

i want so badly to fuck him, but i don't think he'll let me. if only he knew what a little whore i can be. maybe he's waiting until he gets some waterproof sheets? i don't think so. hmmph.

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 11:48 am UTC (link)
maybe he's just not attracted to me. :(

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 12:11 pm UTC (link)
anything is possible

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[info]ytterbius
2003-09-29 01:56 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, he's an idiot. :)

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hummmmm
[info]joecichlid
2003-09-29 02:01 pm UTC (link)
Either he has major issues or he is gay. :(

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 02:09 pm UTC (link)
he's always made the first move on me, but won't take it very far. i just want to jump those bones. i think he has issues.

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sighs
[info]joecichlid
2003-09-30 04:56 am UTC (link)
I say go for it, what do you have to loose right?

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[info]dread_despair
2003-09-29 04:32 pm UTC (link)
Had this friend once. Used to go over to her place. We'd order dinner. Watch a movie. Chat a bit. Then, she'd take out my dick. Tell me how big and beautiful it was. Put it in her mouth. Sucked it real nice, like a woman who loves dick in her mouth. Even jacked me off a little while she mouthed my balls. She never let a drop of cum escape her greedy lips. When I was spent, I zipped up, kissed her cheek goodbye and left.

While it lasted, it was a beautiful friendship.

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 04:42 pm UTC (link)
amazing. that sounds so much like what we have. we kiss a good deal, too though. and after he feeds me his cum, he rolls over and says goodnight. i get to sleep over because of the long drive. i guess i'll try to change my attitude about this. perhaps this can be a fulfilling friendship.

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[info]dread_despair
2003-09-29 05:03 pm UTC (link)
I have normal, vanilla relationships where my partner's pleasure is a top priority. This was not that. Our friendship was all about my cock and how badly she wanted it in her mouth and how much I enjoyed her urgent need to suck it. Her hunger to have my dick in her mouth was at times more satisfying than any physical sensation, although I should say she was an expert cocksucker, definitely in the top 5.

I occasionally toyed with her breasts, but only when it suited me. More often, it suited me to just sit there or lay there while she sucked the cum out of me. I never kissed her. I didn't want to. That would have ruined it. Mostly, I spread my legs and let her suck me off. I'm very vocal. More vocal than most men, she told me.

After a couple of months, it stopped working for her. She wanted more. She wanted me to kiss and fuck her. I didn't want to. I can't explain why. We had a perfect thing. I didn't want it to change. It got weird and uncomfortable for both of us. She started to feel bad. I didn't want that. I had affection for her, but a very rigid idea of what I wanted from her. The beauty of it, while it lasted, was that sucking my cock was the beginning and end of all she needed.

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 05:08 pm UTC (link)
thanks for such a descriptive reply. turned me on reading it, for sure. sucking my cock was the beginning and end of all she needed...that's really hot.


i should say i am an expert cocksucker as well. this guy is one of the ones i've met who said he had never had an orgasm from just a blow job. i am proud of myself. this friendship started out as a potential dating relationship, but i see it taking a different turn. we'll see.

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[info]dread_despair
2003-09-29 05:10 pm UTC (link)
Good luck. Best case scenario, everyone gets what they want and need.

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[info]nreality
2003-09-29 07:01 pm UTC (link)
:) he will open up soon.. but i would take a hint after the blow jobs.. :D

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[info]pi314
2003-09-29 07:36 pm UTC (link)
why don't you live near me?!?!

sorry... i'm whiny tonight

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-29 07:42 pm UTC (link)
murphy's law?

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[info]pi314
2003-09-29 07:52 pm UTC (link)
indeed

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-10-01 03:54 pm UTC (link)
that was really hot. wow. yummy.

i checked out the site. you know, i've been thinking of starting one of my own. i'm slightly intimidated by the process now, after seeing how great your wife's site looks. my site would be more text than pictures, i'm sure. and i'm thinking of the main part being an advice column of sorts.

anyway, very intriguing. thanks for showing me and telling me of your adventures. do keep in touch.

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[info]aaron_jesus
2003-09-30 07:04 am UTC (link)
He's not gay, is he?

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-09-30 11:00 am UTC (link)
don't think so.

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[info]atonia
2003-10-03 11:37 am UTC (link)
What a dick... you're better than that. Gorgeous face or not... how can a guy *not* want to fuck you?!?!

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-10-03 01:08 pm UTC (link)
i don't understand what's up with him. and i haven't given it much thought lately either. fuck it. if he wants it, he'll have to pursue it.

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[info]atonia
2003-10-04 12:09 am UTC (link)
*laughs*

Well... I am a bit behind on things on my friends page in this journal...

You did say he was gorgeous... maybe he's gay? LOL

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-10-04 09:24 am UTC (link)
maybe he just got too much from me too soon. i spoiled him too quickly and he knows he only has to give me the bare minimum of attention. i tend to do that. i gotta change that~!

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[info]atonia
2003-10-04 09:29 am UTC (link)
Ahhh... been there, done that.

It's his loss though... he could've had all of you... but he just took a bit. Who the hell wants just the cake and not the icing? He's a dumbass. :)

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[info]beyondbounds
2003-10-04 09:33 am UTC (link)
i concur. dumbass.

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[info]atonia
2003-10-04 09:37 am UTC (link)
LOL

We've all had our fair share of dumbasses. If they only knew what they lost. :)

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[info]thatsdeejforya
2005-09-26 03:25 am UTC (link)
i think he did that because he didnt want to push the issue becuase he doesnt want to look like hes just in it for the sex, or i could just be rambling about nothing. <3 i love your journal.

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